i wanna heal

i tired of this fever
i tired of this MC
and thing that i hate most
is my long term sickness
which i cannot tell u guys
i wanna heal i wanna feel
i want to live on
i want to continue my studies
i want to go polytechnic
i want to have a good job
i want to buy scrambler(DRZ)
i want to buy a car in red
i want to buy my own house
i want a life
and i want "you" in it

彼女は私の中心を壊したが、私はまだ彼女を愛する

LIFE IS A MYSTERY

to: Nor liyana

I go on thinking I never lose,
No matter what things you say.
I make truths out of lies,
And make things go my way.
Only in my mind do things work the way they do,
It is only there I can be with you.

Life is a mystery, something to solve.
But it can’t be done, when love’s involved.
When will I find the answers to the questions that I ask?
If not now, should I try the past?
If I could go back and undo everything I have done,
If I could take away all the fun...

Do you think it would change the way I feel?
Or would it all seem unreal?
Maybe I shouldn’t make my case,
If I can’t say it to your face.
But with all the things I have tried to give,
You’d think you would understand how I try to live.

Day by day I see your smile,
And every time I stand on trial.
In my mind I face a judge,
Pleading my case to beat the grudge.
The hate I feel to those around you,
The ones whose lives don’t surround you.

Life is a mystery, something to solve.
But it can’t be done, when love’s involved.
When will I find the answers to the questions that I ask?
If not now, should I try the past?
I know I won’t find the answers there,
So why should I let love be my fear?

I’ll go on thinking I will never lose,
No matter what you try to say.
Just know I’ll lie no more,
Your friendship I will not betray.
Even if we are not together,
We can still be friends forever.

Take comfort in those words,
And the things they represent.
The mysteries might go unsolved,
But the fears I won’t lament.
I will love you now, and until the end of time,
Even though you might never be mine.

from: Mohamad yunos
the truth

1st mc

on 27/7/09 it is my 1st mc for the year
and the doctor give me 1 day
and this morning my fever was getting worse
from 3.78 it rise up to 38.3
went to see doctor again and got 7 days mc
i cannot believe it
high fever of love sick???

it's my life

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

Chorus:
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, hell, don't back down

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

pravsworld.com

something is growing within me

from sadness it became pain
from pain is became hate
from hate it became anger
from anger it became evil

the darkness is holding me tightly
until the sun rise in time
in the memory
you will find me.

good or bad u decide

. people die alone because they born alone
. never back down
. see me die see you cry
. 10 time i fall 10 time i stand up back
. life is a lie,
. smile are fake
. hope are false
. don't give up
. fighter are made not by born
. keep fighting
. one mind one soul one many goal
. cannot spell s_ccess without U

sushi saturday

crystal shrimp & mini pellia

A lie

everything happen for a reason
if the person lie to you what does it mean
does that person want to hide something from you
or
that person don't want to hurt your feeling
well what ever it is thing happen for a reason.
and i don't blame that person