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Once a year I get the chance
To wish you birthday cheer.
It pleases me no end to say,
I wish you another great year.

So happy birthday to you
From the bottom of my heart.
And may your good times multiply,
Till they’re flying off the chart!

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Married or not… you should read this.

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“When I got home that night as... my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.”

I saw this on the internet.. I thought I would share this on tumblr to my followers and randoms.
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By: Islamic Reflections
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2011-09-29T23:52:00.001+08:00

The Woodcutter's Wisdom
Here's a great story that puts perspective on life's twists and turns:

As Max Lacado said, "I pray that it will remind you, as it did me, that patience is the greater courage."

Story:
Once there was an old man who lived in a tiny village. Although poor, he was envied by all, for he owned a beautiful white horse. Even the king coveted his treasure. A horse like this had never been seen before—such was its splendor, its majesty, its strength.People offered fabulous prices for the steed, but the old man always refused. "This horse is not a horse to me," he would tell them. "It is a person. How could you sell a person? He is a friend, not a possession. How could you sell a friend?" The man was poor and the temptation was great. But he never sold the horse.

One morning he found that the horse was not in the stable. All the village came to see him. "You old fool," they scoffed, "we told you that someone would steal your horse. We warned you that you would be robbed. You are so poor. How could you ever hope to protect such a valuable animal? It would have been better to have sold him. You could have gotten whatever price you wanted. No amount would have been too high. Now the horse is gone, and you’ve been cursed with misfortune."The old man responded, "Don’t speak too quickly. Say only that the horse is not in the stable. That is all we know; the rest is judgment. If I’ve been cursed or not, how can you know? How can you judge?"The people contested, "Don’t make us out to be fools! We may not be philosophers, but great philosophy is not needed. The simple fact that your horse is gone is a curse."The old man spoke again. "All I know is that the stable is empty, and the horse is gone. The rest I don’t know. Whether it be a curse or a blessing, I can’t say. All we can see is a fragment. Who can say what will come next?"The people of the village laughed. They thought that the man was crazy. They had always thought he was fool; if he wasn’t, he would have sold the horse and lived off the money. But instead, he was a poor woodcutter, an old man still cutting firewood and dragging it out of the forest and selling it. He lived hand to mouth in the misery of poverty. Now he had proven that he was, indeed, a fool.

After fifteen days, the horse returned. He hadn’t been stolen; he had run away into the forest. Not only had he returned, he had brought a dozen wild horses with him. Once again the village people gathered around the woodcutter and spoke. "Old man, you were right and we were wrong. What we thought was a curse was a blessing. Please forgive us."The man responded, "Once again, you go too far. Say only that the horse is back. State only that a dozen horses returned with him, but don’t judge. How do you know if this is a blessing or not? You see only a fragment. Unless you know the whole story, how can you judge? You read only one page of a book. Can you judge the whole book? You read only one word of a phrase. Can you understand the entire phrase?"Life is so vast, yet you judge all of life with one page or one word. All you have is a fragment! Don’t say that this is a blessing. No one knows. I am content with what I know. I am not perturbed by what I don’t.""Maybe the old man is right," they said to one another. So they said little. But down deep, they knew he was wrong. They knew it was a blessing. Twelve wild horses had returned with one horse. With a little bit of work, the animals could be broken and trained and sold for much money.

The old man had a son, an only son. The young man began to break the wild horses. After a few days, he fell from one of the horses and broke both legs. Once again the villagers gathered around the old man and cast their judgements."You were right," they said. "You proved you were right. The dozen horses were not a blessing. They were a curse. Your only son has broken his legs, and now in your old age you have no one to help you. Now you are poorer than ever."The old man spoke again. "You people are obsessed with judging. Don’t go so far. Say only that my son broke his legs. Who knows if it is a blessing or a curse? No one knows. We only have a fragment. Life comes in fragments."

It so happened that a few weeks later the country engaged in war against a neighboring country. All the young men of the village were required to join the army. Only the son of the old man was excluded, because he was injured. Once again the people gathered around the old man, crying and screaming because their sons had been taken. There was little chance that they would return. The enemy was strong, and the war would be a losing struggle. They would never see their sons again."You were right, old man," they wept. "God knows you were right. This proves it. Yours son’s accident was a blessing. His legs may be broken, but at least he is with you. Our sons are gone forever."The old man spoke again. "It is impossible to talk with you. You always draw conclusions. No one knows. Say only this: Your sons had to go to war, and mine did not. No one knows if it is a blessing or a curse. No one is wise enough to know. Only God knows."

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there are times when i see people smile
and i wonder why can't smile like they do
i want to pursuit happiness
i want to grab it
i need it
with or without .............................................

2011-08-24T07:01:00.002+08:00

the only reason why u still go to my blog because u still care :)

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2011-08-21T08:02:00.001+08:00

nothing matter anymore

2011-08-21T01:30:00.004+08:00

its 2 am

im here thinking that i can make things right
but in the end...
maybe because i try too hard

doing something and it might be another wrong thing
hmm
waiting does not solve anything
crying does not solve anything
if right now i go off speeding 180 km/hr also wont solve anything

apologise..done that in the past,things still the same

let things go.. i told that to myself before and yet...

find someone new.. done that, did not turn well because my mind keep thinking of...

praying to GOD asking for guidance... done that

if it meant to be its meant to be if not than...

just give her what she want and that is to ...

do not ask for anything in return, be sincere

why m i crying?
why suddenly it is hard to breath?
why suddenly my heart feel heavy?

...................................................................
im sorry liyana
for being stubborn
im sorry
im really am
....................................................................

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope all the failiures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

iridescent
....................................................

in my shoe,just to see
what it's like to be me
i be u,let's trade shoe
just to see what its be like

to feel your pain,you feel mine
go inside each other mind
just to see what we would find
look at things through each other eyes.

mashal matter

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2011-08-14T18:53:00.000+08:00

u decide...

2010-12-07T23:47:00.005+08:00

a man with a foggy clouds over him. he is sensitive and easily hurt and always feels lonely. he does not trust anyone but himself. sounding so negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. he is a compassionate man. he absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.

he is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused feeling. he has hidden power that he could use it to make things happen and do things well. he does not like people who never try to help themselves before asking other people for favours. he is the type of guy who mostly achieved his goal in life. once he sets his mind for something, he will put all his energy and efforts in it. whether or not it is small matter or big project. one of the most success man in all zodiac.

he is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. he hates thin feeling and weak determinations. he can not retreat or rest for long. for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched.

if he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too much than you asked for. he is serious about love and relationship and will not waste time with someone he does not love wheter how pretty she is.

he makes mistake. he could tell if you have any bad thought and will not hestitate to tell you so. if you do not like straight forward sincere man, then pack your bag now. if you are an over sensitive person, try not to ask for his comments. he will tell you the truth, even you might not be able to take it. example, if you ask him you are fat(and you are fat), he will say 'YES as big as a ballon'. he makes such comments because he cares for you.so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him.

if he says'you look pretty today', you can be proud because he will not say such thing just to please you if he does not really mean it. there will be both kind of people , thoes who like him and thoes who hate him. if you are in love with this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be vulnerable. he remember all his anger and will wait for his pay back time.

he is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could not keep. he loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends. he likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friends. he is a complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really know him. he is happy to knows he is a complex figure. when is is thinking or when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.

he memorize everything well. you may say something that you already forgotten but he will remember every words. he wants to be respected and admired and at the same time time he does not like people to have power over him.

when he falls in love, he really falls deep. a man in this zodiac once in love, he will be sweeter than sugar. he does not like plain and simple woman. a complex woman's mind is his venture. always be interesting and able to talk to him about everythings in any subject. he does not like a woman who sits around waiting for his call

love language

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one hour more to 5 nov 2010
its my birthday
happy birthday to me
what so happy about my birthday?
there's nothing to be happy about
my birthday means nothing to me
i dont care about it
why must i care about it if i cannot even celebrate with the one that i want.

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There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind.
But keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world, it's a beginning of a new life.

2010-10-23T22:58:00.001+08:00

move on, walk forward with dream and ambitions.
grow through life not go through life.
grow up dont grow old...

2010-10-23T00:23:00.002+08:00

if u love someone let her go if she come back she is yours

2010-10-21T00:13:00.001+08:00

On 22/10 11.59pm, after her birthday end i will decide.

2010-10-12T23:33:00.001+08:00

My body…
is made by swords...
Iron is my blood...
And glass is my heart...
I have overcome countless battlefields undefeated..
Not one I have retreated...
Nor once have I been understood...
Always alone...
on the hills of swords...
Intoxicated with victory...
thus this life have no meaning...
this body … was definitely...
Made of blades

2010-09-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah maha pemurah dan maha pencipta
Terima kasih atas pertemuan antara aku dan dia
Jika nyata bukan dia pemilik tulang rusukku
Kikiskanlah pesonanya dari kedua mata
Dengan segala kelebihan dan kekurangan yang ada

2010-09-26T00:03:00.002+08:00

the reason i love u so much because u gave me light
u bright up my life from the dark

but now im not the one u want

and i dont to be in the dark

2010-09-16T23:16:00.002+08:00

aku di sini rasa rindu kepada seorang gadis
gadis itu bernama nor liyana bte mat rais
nor liyana cantik nor liyana sangat manis
cinta ku kepada mu tidak pernah habis

tetapi siapa lah diri ku ini
pandang cermin rupa tidak ada
tepuk dadah tanya sendiri
hanya ikhlas dah jujur sahaja yang ada...

jodoh di tangan ALLAH...
aku berdoa dan berserah....

2010-08-30T01:47:00.001+08:00

someday someone will walk
into your life and make you
realize why it never worked
out with anyone else
there no one else but myself
...i post this in facebook and everywhere
i dont swear i dont do dare
but i have something to share
this is the truth
its u, your life i care.

2010-08-28T15:18:00.000+08:00

u keep telling me not to contact u
as if i do what u tell me to
u don't care about u,me..us
i just want to earn your trust
now i want to say it
and i really mean it
coz' this is what i want to tell u
it is 3 words not 2
the words is" i love u"
my feeling real and true
i spent my day missing u

the truth from yunos
for you nor liyana

kosong hidup ku tanpa mu

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2010-08-24T18:54:00.001+08:00

im leading a lonely life
its funny when others have someone to talk to
but i have none.

past present maybe the future i always be alone...

2010-08-23T01:01:00.002+08:00

that day i saw u
but u did not notice me
u getting skinny
i m worried
but what can i do
u will not answer my call
u will not reply my sms

all i can do is to pray for u

keep thinking about u

2010-08-22T02:49:00.002+08:00

A real man doesn't love a million girls. He loves one girl in a million ways.

the girl that i love is still u nor liyana, every minutes and every seconds i keep thinking about u

if u are reading this, i want u to know that i need a direction.
a direction to your heart.

and if i can rearrange the alphaberts i will put "U" and "I" together

2010-07-01T00:51:00.004+08:00

the girl that i love the most is the girl that hate me the most
and every step that i take is just another mistake
i try to make things right but things just don't happen what i plan

in your memory u will find me.

2010-06-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

i sms her im sorry
but she still angry at me

im going oversea bye bye...

the thing that i want

2010-06-07T01:05:00.001+08:00

1. i want to know more about her
2. i want to make her smile
3. i want to make her happy
4. i want to be with her
5 i want to win her heart

2010-06-04T23:25:00.001+08:00

boy-hello
girl - what do u want?

when u reply to me even that
i still feel happy because u reply:)

loving her more that anything

2010-05-16T14:02:00.003+08:00

i draw this

i sms her telling her that we need to sit down and talk things out
and she reply NO WE DON'T, GO AWAY STAY AWAY FROM ME.

what did i do to deserve this
all i did was falling in love with her.
is that too much.

and 99% of my friend ask me to move on, haizzzzz

this is the letter that i want her to read.
i hope one day she will go to my blog and read this

Dear Nor Liyana

This is the story of the first and the last time I fall in true love with a beautiful, interesting, fascinating girl that inhabit in my soul.

I'm writing this letter as a chance weather we together or apart you will always be the girl of my life.

The only guy that I envy, is the guy that win your heart and I always believe to be destiny to be that guy.

if we never see ever again, you out walking one day and you feel a certain present beside you, that will be me loving you wherever I am.

i still want to wait for you, I know it's not going to be easy but i really want to wait because i love you.

my treasure memory

2010-05-15T18:41:00.004+08:00

Today i went to bugis national library where i first met her the girl that i love more than anything, Nor liyana.
and then i went to two bag shop using the path that we walked before.
the 1st bag shop was the one she brought me to.
the 2nd bag shop was the shop that i buy the bag for my mother.
after that i went to Burger King eating there on the same table and order the same food like last time and one hersey pie(her favourite)that we had ate together.
and i went to the library again like before i sat down at the place where i sat beside her.

how i wish i can be with her again.
how i wish i can see her smile again.
she is the 1st and the last that i fall in love with.

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu

2010-05-01T13:35:00.001+08:00

Ungu – Dilema Cinta

Seberapa salahkah diriku
Hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku
Inikah caramu membalas
Aku yang selalu ada saat kau terluka

Seberapa hinanya diriku
Hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu
Tak ada satu pun perasaan yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Telah ku coba segala cara
‘Tuk bahagiakan kamu
Merebut hatimu
Namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan
Bila kau tak inginkan ku ’tuk di sisimu

Tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
Menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
Meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

i hate this song

2010-03-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

2010-02-05T18:44:00.000+08:00

-
´Sometimes, you don´t realize how much you care for someone until he/she stops caring for you.´

"As a rose can't live without the rain, so a heart can't love without the risk of pain."

her smile make me happy

2010-02-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

It´s hard when u don´t know what caused your sadness, but it´s even harder when you know what makes u happy yet you can´t do anything to have it.´

someday

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being hurt by the one you truly love is really painful

2009-12-24T22:32:00.002+08:00

Lya
08/28/2007 10:40 am
mak bedah jatuh di tepi tangga.di tepi tangga mak peah.selepas jatuh dia bangga.i nak tanye. u like me uh?hahahahahahahahahahahahah

panas terik hujan berselang
kemarau panjang perigi digali
cerai rujuk kasih berulang
cinta sejati cuma sekali.

time over time u hurt me
and i wonder i must have done something that u did this
if i done wrong, im really sorry
i still loving you....
day after day i just want to win back your heart...

ben's jerry cheese cake brownie

2009-12-19T21:55:00.001+08:00

Asam pedas ikan pari

2009-12-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

copy paste

2009-12-14T21:14:00.001+08:00

don't pretend to smile when you are hurt.

laugh out loud

2009-12-10T23:54:00.002+08:00

"Oftentimes, you are not really afraid of loving someone. You're just afraid of not being love

"He who seeks will find."

"If you want to achieve what others don't, you have to be willing to do what others won't."

true love
seek-find-but did not get,--> lol
did what others wont't --> (http://forgottenlostchild.blogspot.com/2009/10/be-happy_08.html)

things happen for a reasons

deniard

2009-12-06T23:14:00.002+08:00

biar buta mata jangan buta hati

biar miskin duit jangan miskin kasih sayang

let u be blind, but don't let your heart became blind

let u be poor, but don't poor on love

Coagulated

2009-12-05T18:00:00.001+08:00

Coagulated

to become a thickened mass as the blood clots

knock knock...

2009-12-03T21:27:00.001+08:00

"To love with all your heart... is to even risk losing it."

"Of all goodbyes, the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of, yet your heart knew it's already been said."

never sick again

2009-11-28T23:45:00.002+08:00

if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love."

she said:
nothing happen
i started to get busy
and i think, i started to spend most of my time with my nyp frens
and i started to know him
and i guess thats why i started to stop contacting you

alchemy

2009-11-16T20:05:00.002+08:00

alchemy
1 rule
equivalent trade

to have something, must give something
sacrifices must be made

for me i have try my best but did not get,
things happen for a reason

They asked, "how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts..."

knowing that it hurts i still love her

life is too short

2009-11-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

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