u decide...

a man with a foggy clouds over him. he is sensitive and easily hurt and always feels lonely. he does not trust anyone but himself. sounding so negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. he is a compassionate man. he absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.

he is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused feeling. he has hidden power that he could use it to make things happen and do things well. he does not like people who never try to help themselves before asking other people for favours. he is the type of guy who mostly achieved his goal in life. once he sets his mind for something, he will put all his energy and efforts in it. whether or not it is small matter or big project. one of the most success man in all zodiac.

he is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. he hates thin feeling and weak determinations. he can not retreat or rest for long. for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched.

if he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too much than you asked for. he is serious about love and relationship and will not waste time with someone he does not love wheter how pretty she is.

he makes mistake. he could tell if you have any bad thought and will not hestitate to tell you so. if you do not like straight forward sincere man, then pack your bag now. if you are an over sensitive person, try not to ask for his comments. he will tell you the truth, even you might not be able to take it. example, if you ask him you are fat(and you are fat), he will say 'YES as big as a ballon'. he makes such comments because he cares for you.so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him.

if he says'you look pretty today', you can be proud because he will not say such thing just to please you if he does not really mean it. there will be both kind of people , thoes who like him and thoes who hate him. if you are in love with this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be vulnerable. he remember all his anger and will wait for his pay back time.

he is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could not keep. he loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends. he likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friends. he is a complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really know him. he is happy to knows he is a complex figure. when is is thinking or when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.

he memorize everything well. you may say something that you already forgotten but he will remember every words. he wants to be respected and admired and at the same time time he does not like people to have power over him.

when he falls in love, he really falls deep. a man in this zodiac once in love, he will be sweeter than sugar. he does not like plain and simple woman. a complex woman's mind is his venture. always be interesting and able to talk to him about everythings in any subject. he does not like a woman who sits around waiting for his call

love language

one hour more to 5 nov 2010
its my birthday
happy birthday to me
what so happy about my birthday?
there's nothing to be happy about
my birthday means nothing to me
i dont care about it
why must i care about it if i cannot even celebrate with the one that i want.

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind.
But keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world, it's a beginning of a new life.

move on, walk forward with dream and ambitions.
grow through life not go through life.
grow up dont grow old...

if u love someone let her go if she come back she is yours

On 22/10 11.59pm, after her birthday end i will decide.

My body…
is made by swords...
Iron is my blood...
And glass is my heart...
I have overcome countless battlefields undefeated..
Not one I have retreated...
Nor once have I been understood...
Always alone...
on the hills of swords...
Intoxicated with victory...
thus this life have no meaning...
this body … was definitely...
Made of blades

Ya Allah maha pemurah dan maha pencipta
Terima kasih atas pertemuan antara aku dan dia
Jika nyata bukan dia pemilik tulang rusukku
Kikiskanlah pesonanya dari kedua mata
Dengan segala kelebihan dan kekurangan yang ada

the reason i love u so much because u gave me light
u bright up my life from the dark

but now im not the one u want

and i dont to be in the dark

aku di sini rasa rindu kepada seorang gadis
gadis itu bernama nor liyana bte mat rais
nor liyana cantik nor liyana sangat manis
cinta ku kepada mu tidak pernah habis

tetapi siapa lah diri ku ini
pandang cermin rupa tidak ada
tepuk dadah tanya sendiri
hanya ikhlas dah jujur sahaja yang ada...

jodoh di tangan ALLAH...
aku berdoa dan berserah....

someday someone will walk
into your life and make you
realize why it never worked
out with anyone else
there no one else but myself
...i post this in facebook and everywhere
i dont swear i dont do dare
but i have something to share
this is the truth
its u, your life i care.

u keep telling me not to contact u
as if i do what u tell me to
u don't care about u,me..us
i just want to earn your trust
now i want to say it
and i really mean it
coz' this is what i want to tell u
it is 3 words not 2
the words is" i love u"
my feeling real and true
i spent my day missing u

the truth from yunos
for you nor liyana

kosong hidup ku tanpa mu

im leading a lonely life
its funny when others have someone to talk to
but i have none.

past present maybe the future i always be alone...

that day i saw u
but u did not notice me
u getting skinny
i m worried
but what can i do
u will not answer my call
u will not reply my sms

all i can do is to pray for u

keep thinking about u

A real man doesn't love a million girls. He loves one girl in a million ways.

the girl that i love is still u nor liyana, every minutes and every seconds i keep thinking about u

if u are reading this, i want u to know that i need a direction.
a direction to your heart.

and if i can rearrange the alphaberts i will put "U" and "I" together

the girl that i love the most is the girl that hate me the most
and every step that i take is just another mistake
i try to make things right but things just don't happen what i plan

in your memory u will find me.

i sms her im sorry
but she still angry at me

im going oversea bye bye...

the thing that i want

1. i want to know more about her
2. i want to make her smile
3. i want to make her happy
4. i want to be with her
5 i want to win her heart

boy-hello
girl - what do u want?

when u reply to me even that
i still feel happy because u reply:)

loving her more that anything

i draw this

i sms her telling her that we need to sit down and talk things out
and she reply NO WE DON'T, GO AWAY STAY AWAY FROM ME.

what did i do to deserve this
all i did was falling in love with her.
is that too much.

and 99% of my friend ask me to move on, haizzzzz

this is the letter that i want her to read.
i hope one day she will go to my blog and read this

Dear Nor Liyana

This is the story of the first and the last time I fall in true love with a beautiful, interesting, fascinating girl that inhabit in my soul.

I'm writing this letter as a chance weather we together or apart you will always be the girl of my life.

The only guy that I envy, is the guy that win your heart and I always believe to be destiny to be that guy.

if we never see ever again, you out walking one day and you feel a certain present beside you, that will be me loving you wherever I am.

i still want to wait for you, I know it's not going to be easy but i really want to wait because i love you.

my treasure memory

Today i went to bugis national library where i first met her the girl that i love more than anything, Nor liyana.
and then i went to two bag shop using the path that we walked before.
the 1st bag shop was the one she brought me to.
the 2nd bag shop was the shop that i buy the bag for my mother.
after that i went to Burger King eating there on the same table and order the same food like last time and one hersey pie(her favourite)that we had ate together.
and i went to the library again like before i sat down at the place where i sat beside her.

how i wish i can be with her again.
how i wish i can see her smile again.
she is the 1st and the last that i fall in love with.

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu

Ungu – Dilema Cinta

Seberapa salahkah diriku
Hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku
Inikah caramu membalas
Aku yang selalu ada saat kau terluka

Seberapa hinanya diriku
Hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu
Tak ada satu pun perasaan yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Telah ku coba segala cara
‘Tuk bahagiakan kamu
Merebut hatimu
Namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan
Bila kau tak inginkan ku ’tuk di sisimu

Tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
Menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
Meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

i hate this song

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´Sometimes, you don´t realize how much you care for someone until he/she stops caring for you.´

"As a rose can't live without the rain, so a heart can't love without the risk of pain."

her smile make me happy

It´s hard when u don´t know what caused your sadness, but it´s even harder when you know what makes u happy yet you can´t do anything to have it.´

someday