project zero

Sunday, August 23, 2009

what will be will be



If you ever want something badly, let it go. If it comes back to you, then it’s yours forever. If it doesn’t, then it was never yours to begin with. "

If you love someone, let that person go. If that person comes back to you, then that person is yours forever. If that person doesn’t, then that person was never yours to begin with. "

and when that person is mine

i will love her without fear
trust her without wondering
love her without restrictions
want her without demands
accept her for who she is.

Monday, August 17, 2009

i clone myself but i still fell lonely









to all my friends who are single,
love is like a butterfly.
the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
but if you just let it fly,
it will come to you when you least expect it.
love can make you happy but often it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
so take your time and choose the best.

to all my friends who are attached,
love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s perfect person.
its about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

to all my friends who are just taking others for a ride,
never say "I love you" if you don’t care.
never talk about feelings if they aren’t there.
never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
the cruelest thing a guy/girl can do to a guy/girl: is to let you fall in love;
when he/she doesn't intend to catch you fall.

to all my friends who are engaged,
the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together;
but how good you are for each other.

to all my friends who are married,
love is not about "its your fault", but "I'm sorry"
not "where are you", but "I’m right here"
not "how could you", but "I understand"
not "I wish you were", but "im thankful you are"

to all my friends who are heartbroken,
heartbreaks last as long as you want;
and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
the challenge is not how to survive a heartbreaks,
but to learn from them.

to all my friends who are naïve,
how to be in love: be consistent but not too persistent.
share and never be unfair.
understand and try not to demand.
and get hurt but never keep the pain.

to all my friends who are possessive,
it breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else.
but its more painful to know that the one you love;
is unhappy with you.

to all my friends who are afraid to confess,
love hurts when you break up with someone.
it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
but love hurts the most: when the person you love
has no idea about how you feel about him/her.

to all my friends who are still holding on,
a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end it was never meant to be;
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it.
if that person doesn’t worth it now,
its not going to be worth it in a year or 10 years from now.

to all my friends who are who you are,
this post is not meant to offend anybody.
im sorry if its hurt you in any way,
its just a post for all to share.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

leave it to GOD



i will do the best i can.
and i shall pray
and i shall leave to GOD

usaha doa tawakal

Only GOD know what is good for me
what ever happen i will try to be patience with it
what ever happen i will forgive and forget
what ever happen i hope we still be friends

Monday, August 10, 2009

will work up make my sadness go away?




i going work up until my sadness go away
push up
pull up
sit up
jogging
i will work on my muscle
just keeping my mind busy..

broken



once broken considered sold
you broke it you buy it
you broke it, it belong to you...
you broke my heart, my heart belong to you
please fix my broken heart.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

I wait for you a thousands years still

I wait for you as long as I can when you are gone. I try to find you from the north and to the south. I walk and run all over this world just to find you and love you.I try to find you with this crippled body- walking and walking a thousand miles more. But I am still loyal and ready for you.
Is this what you call love?
Do you think this is forever?
I wait for you a thousands years still. I never stopped hoping.
Ready, steady, and faithful.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

i wanna heal



i tired of this fever
i tired of this MC
and thing that i hate most
is my long term sickness
which i cannot tell u guys
i wanna heal i wanna feel
i want to live on
i want to continue my studies
i want to go polytechnic
i want to have a good job
i want to buy scrambler(DRZ)
i want to buy a car in red
i want to buy my own house
i want a life
and i want "you" in it

彼女は私の中心を壊したが、私はまだ彼女を愛する

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

LIFE IS A MYSTERY

to: Nor liyana

I go on thinking I never lose,
No matter what things you say.
I make truths out of lies,
And make things go my way.
Only in my mind do things work the way they do,
It is only there I can be with you.

Life is a mystery, something to solve.
But it can’t be done, when love’s involved.
When will I find the answers to the questions that I ask?
If not now, should I try the past?
If I could go back and undo everything I have done,
If I could take away all the fun...

Do you think it would change the way I feel?
Or would it all seem unreal?
Maybe I shouldn’t make my case,
If I can’t say it to your face.
But with all the things I have tried to give,
You’d think you would understand how I try to live.

Day by day I see your smile,
And every time I stand on trial.
In my mind I face a judge,
Pleading my case to beat the grudge.
The hate I feel to those around you,
The ones whose lives don’t surround you.

Life is a mystery, something to solve.
But it can’t be done, when love’s involved.
When will I find the answers to the questions that I ask?
If not now, should I try the past?
I know I won’t find the answers there,
So why should I let love be my fear?

I’ll go on thinking I will never lose,
No matter what you try to say.
Just know I’ll lie no more,
Your friendship I will not betray.
Even if we are not together,
We can still be friends forever.

Take comfort in those words,
And the things they represent.
The mysteries might go unsolved,
But the fears I won’t lament.
I will love you now, and until the end of time,
Even though you might never be mine.

from: Mohamad yunos
the truth

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

1st mc

on 27/7/09 it is my 1st mc for the year
and the doctor give me 1 day
and this morning my fever was getting worse
from 3.78 it rise up to 38.3
went to see doctor again and got 7 days mc
i cannot believe it
high fever of love sick???

Sunday, July 26, 2009

it's my life



This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

Chorus:
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, hell, don't back down

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm aliv
e
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm aliv
e
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Monday, July 13, 2009

good or bad u decide


. people die alone because they born alone
. never back down
. see me die see you cry
. 10 time i fall 10 time i stand up back
. life is a lie,
. smile are fake
. hope are false
. don't give up
. fighter are made not by born
. keep fighting
. one mind one soul one many goal
. cannot spell s_ccess without U

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Thursday, July 2, 2009

A lie


everything happen for a reason
if the person lie to you what does it mean
does that person want to hide something from you
or
that person don't want to hurt your feeling
well what ever it is thing happen for a reason.
and i don't blame that person

Friday, June 19, 2009

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Monday, June 15, 2009

Aishiteru



dis pencil mean a lot to me.

if someone tell u to forgot about your last hope
what will u do?
if someone tell u to give about your last hope
what will u do?
will u give up on your last hope?
the last hope that heal u.
the last hope that make u smile.
the last hope that make u happy.
the last hope that make u alive.
the last hope that make u keep going.(without stress no success)
living without that last hope won't be the same.


i m dying, not today
i want to live another day
just to see your smile.

at this time im thinking
where is my faith
where is my trust
where is my believe
where is my courage
where is my discipline
where is my strength

why m i feeling so weak
is this the feeling of losing the last hope.

Monday, June 8, 2009

pointing back






the one that always help others is the one who want help
the one that always advice others is the one who want advice
the one that always praise others is the one who want to be praise
the one that always love others is the one who want to be love
when u point your finger at someone there are 3 finger pointing at you back

Thursday, May 28, 2009

1H 5W



sometime i wonder how i going to live my life?
sometime i wonder where m i?
sometime i wonder why i m here?
sometime i wonder who m i?
sometime i wonder what m?
sometime i wonder which is it?

Thursday, May 14, 2009

ask

i ask god for strength and god gave me difficulties to make me strong

i ask for wisdom and god gave me problems to solve

i ask god for prosperity and god gave me brains and strength to work

i ask god for courage and god gave me fear to fight

now i ask god for love and i not sure what god gave me to overcome

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

dun listen to others



Once Upon A Time...



Once upon a time there was a bunch
of tiny frogs.... who arranged a
running competition.
The goal was to reach the top of a
very high tower.

A big crowd had gathered around
the tower to see the race and cheer
on the contestants....
The race began....

Honestly:
No one in the crowd really believed
that the tiny frogs would reach the
top of the tower.
You heard statements such as:

"Oh, WAY too difficult!!"
"They will NEVER make it to the top."

or:
"Not a chance that they will succeed.
The tower is too high!"


The tiny frogs began collapsing. One
by one....

Except for those, who in a fresh
tempo, were climbing higher and
higher..

The crowd continued to yell, "It is
too difficult!!! No one will make it!"



More tiny frogs got tired and gave
up....

But ONE continued higher and higher
and higher....

This one wouldn't give up!

At the end everyone else had given
up climbing the tower. Except for
the one tiny frog who, after a big
effort, was the only one who
reached the top!

THEN all of the other tiny frogs
naturally wanted to know how this
one frog managed to do it?
A contestant asked the tiny frog
how he had found the strength to
succeed and reach the goal?

It turned out....
That the winner was DEAF!!!!

The wisdom of this story is:
Never listen to other people's
tendencies to be

negative or pessimistic....because
they take your most wonderful
dreams and wishes away from
you -- the ones you have in your
heart!

Always think of the power words
have. (There's life and death in
the power of the tongue - Proverbs
18:21.)

Because everything you hear and
read will affect your actions!

Therefore: ALWAYS be.... POSITIVE!

And above all:
Be DEAF when people tell YOU
that you cannot fulfill your
dreams!

Always think:
God and I can do this!
Pass this message on to
"tiny frogs" you care about.

Give them some motivation!!!




You have been Tagged by the Froggy,
which means you are a great
friend!!
If you fall down 10 times, Stand up10 times.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

mother day 2009



happy mother's day
early in the morning,
i wash the clothes,
i dry the clothes,
i wash the dishes,
i clean the kitchen.

and i feel great
and i really thank you mother for being my mother

Cause who used to hold me
And clean me and clothes me
Who used to feed me?
And always be with me
When i was sick
Stay up all night
Holding me tight
That's right no other
my mother (My mother)

and also i want to thank the person who choose the bag for me
thank you so much.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

thank you



thank you for today
&
i really happy today
;)

Saturday, April 25, 2009

frog and scopion



The Scorpion and the Frog
One day, a scorpion looked around at the mountain where he lived and decided that he wanted a change. So he set out on a journey through the forests and hills. He climbed over rocks and under vines and kept going until he reached a river.

The river was wide and swift, and the scorpion stopped to reconsider the situation. He couldn't see any way across. So he ran upriver and then checked downriver, all the while thinking that he might have to turn back.

Suddenly, he saw a frog sitting in the rushes by the bank of the stream on the other side of the river. He decided to ask the frog for help getting across the stream.

"Hellooo Mr. Frog!" called the scorpion across the water, "Would you be so kind as to give me a ride on your back across the river?"

"Well now, Mr. Scorpion! How do I know that if I try to help you, you wont try to kill me?" asked the frog hesitantly.

"Because," the scorpion replied, "If I try to kill you, then I would die too, for you see I cannot swim!"

Now this seemed to make sense to the frog. But he asked. "What about when I get close to the bank? You could still try to kill me and get back to the shore!"

"This is true," agreed the scorpion, "But then I wouldn't be able to get to the other side of the river!"

"Alright then...how do I know you wont just wait till we get to the other side and THEN kill me?" said the frog.

"Ahh...," crooned the scorpion, "Because you see, once you've taken me to the other side of this river, I will be so grateful for your help, that it would hardly be fair to reward you with death, now would it?!"

So the frog agreed to take the scorpion across the river. He swam over to the bank and settled himself near the mud to pick up his passenger. The scorpion crawled onto the frog's back, his sharp claws prickling into the frog's soft hide, and the frog slid into the river. The muddy water swirled around them, but the frog stayed near the surface so the scorpion would not drown. He kicked strongly through the first half of the stream, his flippers paddling wildly against the current.

Halfway across the river, the frog suddenly felt a sharp sting in his back and, out of the corner of his eye, saw the scorpion remove his stinger from the frog's back. A deadening numbness began to creep into his limbs.

"You fool!" croaked the frog, "Now we shall both die! Why on earth did you do that?"

The scorpion shrugged, and did a little jig on the drownings frog's back.

"I could not help myself. It is my nature."

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Picture of this week 'ANTZ"



i can't believe it i took this picture
click on the picture for better view

leaf




thinking about nothing
just take any picture