loving her more that anything

i draw this

i sms her telling her that we need to sit down and talk things out
and she reply NO WE DON'T, GO AWAY STAY AWAY FROM ME.

what did i do to deserve this
all i did was falling in love with her.
is that too much.

and 99% of my friend ask me to move on, haizzzzz

this is the letter that i want her to read.
i hope one day she will go to my blog and read this

Dear Nor Liyana

This is the story of the first and the last time I fall in true love with a beautiful, interesting, fascinating girl that inhabit in my soul.

I'm writing this letter as a chance weather we together or apart you will always be the girl of my life.

The only guy that I envy, is the guy that win your heart and I always believe to be destiny to be that guy.

if we never see ever again, you out walking one day and you feel a certain present beside you, that will be me loving you wherever I am.

i still want to wait for you, I know it's not going to be easy but i really want to wait because i love you.

my treasure memory

Today i went to bugis national library where i first met her the girl that i love more than anything, Nor liyana.
and then i went to two bag shop using the path that we walked before.
the 1st bag shop was the one she brought me to.
the 2nd bag shop was the shop that i buy the bag for my mother.
after that i went to Burger King eating there on the same table and order the same food like last time and one hersey pie(her favourite)that we had ate together.
and i went to the library again like before i sat down at the place where i sat beside her.

how i wish i can be with her again.
how i wish i can see her smile again.
she is the 1st and the last that i fall in love with.

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu

Ungu – Dilema Cinta

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Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

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Merebut hatimu
Namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan
Bila kau tak inginkan ku ’tuk di sisimu

Tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
Menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
Meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu